This is the big question that all new mothers face. Should I go back
to work or stay home and raise the baby? For some women, the answer is
very simple. They love their job and want to go back to work as soon as
their maternity leave is up. This is the rare breed of women who have
already found what they love to do in life. For the rest of us, the
answer is much more complicated.
Most women I know make
a choice based on their finances. Some say they have to go back to work
because they need their income to help support the family. Then there
are others who think it's better to stay at home because all the money
they earn is going towards a nanny/daycare/care giver anyway. They would
rather stay at home than give up most of their pay check so that
someone else can raise their baby.
The women who work
full-time feel guilty that they can't be at home with their baby more.
The women who stay at home start to feel like their brain is turning
into mush and they crave non-baby related activities and adult
interaction. And then there are those who have made it work by staying
home part-time and working part-time. And still others who have somehow
been able to work from home. What is the ideal balance? Is it even
achievable?
I have always known that I wanted to raise
my children and have a career too. Don't we all? But, I didn't want to
just have any career. I wanted one that fulfills my desire to contribute
to this world in a meaningful way. The bottom line is that I didn't get
this far in my journey of searching for my dream job to end up settling
for a job that I'm only working in for money. I left that all in the
past. I learned many lessons on how chasing money is NOT going to make
me happy, no matter how much I am making.
Here I am,
just like any other new mom, trying to figure out the right balance of
work and being at home. But, unlike other moms that are in corporate
jobs or at home without any options, my goal has always been to create
my own business. And by business, I don't mean a franchise or a
saleswoman for a multi-level marketing company. I mean a business that I
can start from scratch--one that uses all of my skills and talents that
I've gained along the way. Most importantly, it has to be a business
that fuels my passion and helps me fulfill my life purpose.
Life
purpose? But, what is my life purpose? Wouldn't it be easier if we just
knew what our life purpose was? But, that's not how it works. We have
to go through life, living experiences, positive and negative, learning
lessons, growing, evolving, and noticing what truly makes us light up.
Things that energize us are clues to what our purpose is. The painful
and challenging experiences in our lives are also clues that point to
our path. What painful experience have you overcome that you can now use
to serve others? Our life purpose is about service, after all.
Impacting the lives of others in a positive way. Dig deep. Reflect. It's
there and it will come out when it's ready.
I'm
beginning to find my path. For so much of my life I have wanted to do so
many different things. That's not the way to build a business. It's
about focus. So, I am focusing my life now. I am bringing in all the
aspects of myself and merging it into one. I am bringing in my different
websites and consolidating it into one brand. One me. It is from that
launchpad that I will grow my business.
My answer to
the question of a working mom versus a stay at home mom is some
combination of both. I tried the whole work-at-home mom thing. I don't
know how moms do it. So little gets done. When the baby naps, I need to
do dishes, laundry, and prepare some food for myself to eat. Or it's
time to shower, clean up the house, or check my email. Unless I can
outsource all of those things, I don't know how I'll have any time to
work on my business. I knew things would just be put on hold
indefinitely.
So, I decided to experiment with a combination of staying at home
and working outside the home. This was not an easy decision because we
are trying to make it work as a single income family and I felt guilty
hiring a nanny when I'm not bringing in income to pay for it. But, I
need some time and space to think and come up with a plan.
As
the saying goes, you can't make money without spending money, so this
is one area I decided to invest some money in. I have a nanny on an
as-needed basis. I am trying to determine what the ideal schedule for me
is in order to make the most of my free time. As much as I am feeling
the pressure of the nanny payments, I am doing my best to focus instead
on what it is I'm going to create. What kind of business will it be?
What services and products will I provide? And what is my first step?
I decided to hire a business coach to help me through this
process because I was obviously getting a bit stuck. I needed someone to
help me get clear. Lucky me, I found the perfect coach! I found several
people along the way who have also helped me define my business a bit
more, but my business coach is showing me a way that has worked for her
and her clients. So, during the next few months I'm going to be making
some big changes to this website and will be working on coming out with
some new products, all based how I wish to serve in this world.
I share my journey with you here to inspire you on your journey
to finding your ideal career, your purpose, and a work/life balance that
works for your family and lifestyle. This is my journey and I will
share what works for me. Right now I am experimenting with hiring my
nanny for 6 hours 2x/week. Although some of that time is spent towards
pumping milk and getting organized, I'm hoping most of it can be spent
coming up with a clear plan for what I want to accomplish for the months
ahead.
I am choosing to create a life I love...one step at a time.